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Friday, June 27, 2008

first week of sch.. sigh well not too bad lah but definitely busy. everyday meetings etc but its ok i guess. sometimes i ask myself why on earth cant i be a regular student who is not a leader etc but when i see my fellow prefects the thought vanishes. leaders invest! well its picking up slowly but surely. hopefully cedarians will like it!

oh we changed sitting arrangement! a bit sad lah cause like duh mr tan wont allow me, sarah, melinda, jia min and jessica to sit together! but yeah melinda is diagonal to me. i shout all the way to jia min and jessica but sarah is just too far! haha amanda is sitting behind me lah! im gonna die of laughter any minute now. oh and my partner is my wonderful fellow first aid dept, jie shi! though a bit irritating cause the sun shines directly at me everyday at 9.10! haha oh and today we did this trigo thing on the computer and all of us were playing with it instead of doing what we were supposed to. so funny! drawing circles and dotes all around our triangles!

so sad fact POP was on wed ): slightly disappointed but ohwells got to get over it and start a fresh! promised myself that i wont cry this time but. first not cause sad or anything but cause zura just could not stop laughing! and in the end laugh too much and cried. the whole reason behind her laughter also very funny. we had some chocolates for our specs so we wanted to pass msg to everyone so we were whispering then staff made sasi say why. and this brilliant girl said cause we were all itchy and were asking each other. haha! staff believed so everyone was like laughing and laughing. its been some time since i laughed that much! but yup the hugs. and i couldn't have asked for a better way to end parade. thanks staff for besura-ing us!

hmms we have passed being alpha '06, bravo '07, now charlie '08. delta '09? i dunno. the future. but what i do know or hope for is that no matter what we are called the twelve of us will be together. remember thailand? that great night. yeah we can do it guys!

oklah im gonna sleep. tmr last ndp rehearsal before NE shows and previews. so excited! haha i bet zura is so happy she will finally see her air force again. funny lah that girl!

nasuha

Sunday, June 22, 2008

omgoosh sch! damn damn damn. damnbamalakazam.
all i ask for is just one more chance.
WALAO.

jiayou for school and tests, and for all the undone hw. :/

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

how on earth does one retain information in her brain?? ohmy physics tuition was awesome but im so scared by the time i wake up tmr im gonna forget everything!

today is a tiring day. dunno why. morning leadership course which was ok. not the best but one which i will remember. the timing of the course was so appropriate with what has been going on in my life too. after it im gaining more confidence to give it a try. maybe i wont be that bad after all. hopefully!

then study session with trisha, fatimah, diana and liyana. so so lah. not too bad. did malay but halfway i decided to rest by playing the cityblocks thingy on fatimah's phone. haha then the two of us left first and had ice cream(: very long ready din eat ice cream! latest was before i fell sick cause yvonne refused to let me even touch chocolate and ice cream in thailand!

haha finally got to talk to sue-ann online! tmr coming to sch just to talk to her can! aiyoh that girl is so crazy. still the same sue-ann who can just make you smile. but ah still as self praising as ever! haha ok she will kill me if i come late tmr so gdnight!

nasuha



heyho.

THANKYOU VERY VERY MUCH corryne and meitian!(: it was super nice of yall and omgosh its happy house!!((: haha. yes i was touched but meitian you were abit obvious when i came and you screamed. HAHA. but really really, THANKYOU TWO SO MUCH MUCH! i love you two toooo(:

when i get home tmr, i'm gg to do sth(:

july is coming.tootoo soon. ah damn.

go read alpha blog. i was gg to post. but i didnt. haha.

i made ic ytd and even though my mum was nagging and nagging, i dont really care if my face is gg to look retarded for the next 15 yrs of my life. (:

a promise is a promise and i wont break this one.
i dont know what i can do but i'll do what i can.
smile dearest. ily.

i dont know if i should believe you again:/

i feel lost.
-yvonne.

Monday, June 16, 2008

ohmy so long since i used the computer!! busy life man! hahas ok i'll try and type out a long post.

so first ONE STAR KAYAKING!
haha oklah everyone passed so yay! though i think ah im still afraid to capsize on my own. so stupid lah. but kayaking is a lot of fun but scary cause your life depends on just yourself since you are all alone in one kayak. tsk. my fave part was whenever my group rafted. damn fun lah. we were like the slackest group. then we just talked abt ahem and discussed our board. yeah and our instructor just listened and laughed. i think he got a bit irritated cause we din really practice our jay(?) strokes. but the instructors were all pro and nice. on the last day we camwhored and did billy-banja with them(: i cant wait to kayak on my own now. but dunno lah when there will be time! though i still find it funny that lifeguard ashwiyni is afraid of the sea. she feels only safe in the swimming pool cause she can see the ground! haha oh and i bet a lot of ppl are wondering why that zura kamsani looks like a tomato/lobster/any red brown thing. well its cause she wanted a golden brown tan so she didn't put sunblock and tada! the girl never learns her lesson lah!

then had LEADERS INVEST preparations. yup its oklah i guess. a bit messy but im sure we can pull through. though eunice is damn blur! haha she ah keep forgetting her position. i think her kuku act was caught on tape! heh. this thu will be another prep. im in f&B(: haha ever since orientation im in love with that comm.

next and prob one of the best parts of my hols UNIT CAMP! ohmy i must say it was a great way to end our last camp as cadets): next yr it will be our turn running around and yeah doing all the prep. i just hope all 12 of us can be allowed t0 go for camp. it was damn sad that only 10 specs cld come. but still specs did well! camp was awesome and charlie defenitely had fun! i know for sure i did despite us stinking like dunno what at the end of the camp! ohmy i think if i had to use one word to describe the camp it would be WET! everyday we would get wet! first day dragon boating. sigh others din get really get wet but me and yvonne! we just had to sit infront of them. but it was fun. remembered my coals days.. it would have been better if could do capsize drill though.. then played this game called ghost whisperer at night. walau! haha to me that was the best act for unit camp besides co night. did stupid but fun things. at some points i was a bit afraid incase that spirit of john and the girl appears at the expressway lah!

somehow all games just had to have water and flour. oh there was this one that was called bouncing chairs then its like you must bounce on the chairs which have something on it. first- soft toy, then- sponge soaked with water, then- flour, then- cotton wool and finally flour again. so thanks to the water the flour became starch and the cotton wool got stuck to it! damn gross lah our shorts! yvonne! idk we still need to get revenge somehow!! so yes then co night. ohmy i think charlie is pro. first ROD '07 then now co night. both our performance we did it last minute yet it turned out well. haha the only time we did the whole thing together was in front of everyone. sasi was the star of the show! haha she is the best. MIMI! lots of fun and laughter and it was nice to see all the ex specs. seeing part a specs made me realise that so much time has passed! though we were not really very high by interaction time so our whole plt din talk much. sorry ex specs!

finally last day of camp ): i think right if mummy had talked longer i might have cried ): our smelly hug! haha CHARLIE ALL THE WAY! that hentak was the clincher. it really made me feel like yeah our whole plt has really come all the way and wether we like it or not we are gonna be doing it soon. sigh..

then last one NDP TRAINIGS. sigh its fun i guess but imagine doing the same thing over and over again. at least SM and ma'ams tried entertaining us the whole time. kept laughing lah! oh and the spray spray water hose! though i didnt really work lah. it just hits my uniform and hands not my face. so funny. someone said that shd spray lemon juice instead! oh and never ever put sunblock on ur face while you are sweating! my face was burning. haah yvonne says that after ndp must buy the nivea whitening cream! no need lah! zura was like its ok you are sacrificing your face for ur country! preview are coming. oh no wat if the camera zooms in and i do something unglam! haha

ok tmr there is leadership training then handover.. yeah then studying with plt. or at least attempting to study. no cannot! i must!! ok gdnight!

nasuha



hellohello(:
ytd was damn funneh(: and hooottt! trisha got drunk on coke! i think the diana falling off the chair part was DAMNDAMNDAMN funny. HAHA.(: 171 is so longgg.
unit camp and conight are finally over, which means its back to school soon. haisehmann.
i think some ppl are damn sweet. we're sorry and we cant wait(: yay man its so excitingg.
today is fathers day la alamak. and, WALAO MY CHOCOLATE WENT MISSING! >:(
okay i'm hungryy.

-YVONNE.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

HELLO WORLD! TODAY WAS SUCH A YAY DAY COS DEAREST CHARLIE ANGELS TURNED MY MOOD ONE BIG ROUND AND ): BECAME (:
eleven dears plus one darling equals to (: me.
i like our new place cos its cool, but its cold too. super cold.
laughter really is the best medicine esp when you're laughing with ballehs(:
eunice i dont sound like my brotherr anymore right!
OMGOSH I'M SO DAMN EXCITED FOR UNIT CAMP!:D
AND CONIGHT! :D
woohooooooooo!
oh i need to make ic but there's no time NO TIMEeeee.

yvonne((:
4 panadols will work if anyth happens.

Monday, June 09, 2008

once again i'm stuck at home when i'm not supposed to be.

tell me again why am i supposed to give a damn if you say you're disappointed in me. of course its my fault this happened. of course i've become too much. dump me somewhere la. you have so many other problems of your own alr right. okay so maybe i shouldn't have. but if you think i'm just going to stand there while you go on and on and on, you're absolutely right. cos since when have i ever spoken against you. and when i simply go away quietly you'll just think either i'm going psycho or you're unfair. and once again, you'll choose the i'm psycho one. but its okay, its alright. maybe i am, for putting up with you for so long. but i know i wont burst anytime soon too, cause i cant bring myself to scream at you, and everytime i'm pissed at you i just end up crying to pooh. i love my pooh.

my cousin's gone home. do you think 4 panadols will heal me or kill me? i cant wait. where are you syazza? Thank you, grace and corryne and jaya. see corryne, i didnt.

yvonne.
iloveyousweetheart.

Saturday, June 07, 2008

back from NDP and my neck hurts! ohwells still have many weekends to go. though thinking about performing live quite scary eh especially if the cameras zoom onto you! anyway today's training was as usual ok with improvements though today was more of getting used to the platform at marina bay. im now at the back and far far away from the rest. oh but yvonne's worse. she is at the left marker there while we are at right... haha yvonne was happy cause had KFC for lunch! whenever free time would go to the front and just talk rubbish with the rest. tsk we were crapping lah. STUCKSTUCK! thanks to our stuck actions we created last week. zura's is still the best! haha and trisha as usual while all of us were talking she was sleeping. sleep late some more lah!
though today made me quite sad too. cause trisha, diana and zura were talking abt spec course the whole time. so sad lah after all the preparations and mutuals, studying, in the end.. sigh just hope that it wont really affect. if only there is another phase the three of us can join.. well i guess there is a good reason for whatever that happened. just wish i can see it. well enough of that!
tmr finally ONE STAR KAYAKING! the rest like cant be bothered but im really looking forward to being in the water.. but we still haven buy our water shoes! so im gonna take my sisters old sch shoes. heh the one that i spoilt during endau rompin.
i know i was supposed to have posted pics but blogger just refuses. so i shall just post a few plt pics(:





nasuha


Thursday, June 05, 2008

heys!

hmm the week has been a crazy one. so many ups and downs. disappointed but i know everything that happened has its reasons. whatever next happens will be the best for me i guess... but CHARLIE im proud of you guys! really am! cant wait to talk to all of u! haha unit camp coming so lots of bonding then(: its like after thailand i dunno i began to expect having my pltmates with me. but hmm talking abt thailand, every bit of it was just awesome! from rooming with the crazy neat freak environmental freak beloved buddy of mine! to all those ahem night parties of ours to the thai friends we made and smuggling of ahem stuffs! ahahah! well once again pictures are with me so yes i will upload as soon as i can. since pictures speak a thousand words i wont say much now. yup

oklah i need to go. hmms i think tmr i shall update the pics and blog more..

nasuha

Sunday, June 01, 2008

thailand trip was (: simply because we spent five whole days together having fun. i'm glad to be home except that i miss our hotel rooms and that night, and that now its back to normal sucky life again. i sat with dear ash on the flight home and we didnt sleep at all cos we were so excited to touchdown and go home. this is home truly, huh.
yeah THIS is home truly. and i still dont want to leave): but no matter how much i pray hope wish and plead, its no use. cos miracles dont really happen, do they?
please dont remind me abt tmr. cos its gonna suck enough.

what do i say if i've lost all like for you. you've become just a complete waste of my time and energy. especially now. there're a million other more productive things i could be doing instead. i never thought this would happen cos of the people, but hey, people change and so have i. i could say i dont want to have anything to do with you anymore but i know i dont mean it. but i wont get what i want. never have, never will. whats the point of working so freaking hard and sacrificing so much for sth when in the end what really matters is sth so unimportant. and who actually means it when they promise to be here with me all the way. i dont believe it anymore. maybe it is better to be a loner.

i hate 3 geylang bahru lane.
my head is throbbing like crazy and i lost my wonderful appetite and i'm walking ard like a drunkard.

please dont leave me after tmr):

-yvonne.

okay i dont think i'll make it to the toilet in time to puke.

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